Most unproductive day of the year

I've been at work since 8:30 and haven't done shit other than eat, drink, and talk. I feel very unworthy right now. If I was gonna get paid to do nothing then I should just get paid for sleeping. Whatever.

I've been kicking myself for not consolidating my loans after graduation, coz I had no idea that interest was going to go up on July 1st. Now that my grace period is over, I hurried up and made my first payment of $1000. Then I realized that because I sent in an application to get it consolidated back in June, I still qualify to have my rates fixed at when I was still in school. Crazy shit. So now I just have to sign that damn form, which I'm pretty sure I've already recycled.

Now working three jobs, trying to save and pay off loans. Hoping to leave for Mexico for a month either late March or early April. Shit..free room and board...how could I have passed that up?? Plus I'll be helping my good friend Heidi collecting data, and the resort is right off the beach. Tightness...Then on May 1st til the 15th I'ma be in Hawaii to visit my sweet friend Junko with Cuc and hopefully Marianne since I promised her I'll visit before I leave for Africa. Maybe I'll also get to check out Vancouver or Whistler once or twice again before I completely leave this continent.

Had the entire family over again last night...Grandfather's death anniversary shit. It was alright. Cutie Tony kept asking me what I was going to get him for xmas. Mimi kept yanking on Gummy's tail. And I spilled curry & pepsi in Steph's room. What a sexy night.